It's been 1 year, 12 months, 365 days, 8760 hours since I lost you and not a single second has gone by without missing you, loving you and wishing you were here! Not a day goes by that I don't cry! Oh how I miss you sweetheart! I at least got to say goodbye and give you one last kiss! I thought you were going home to sleep, I had no idea that you were going home to Heaven. I will never forget the last words you said to me! It's your love that gets me through this! You are my one and only true love forever! Even though we aren't "legally" married, you will always and forever be the love of my life, my sweetheart, my eternal companion, my Prince Charming and my husband! I will love you until forever ends! You and Jaden are the loves of my life, my everything! We loved each other like there was no tomorrow and for that I have no regrets, I only wish we had more time together! We will be together again forever in our paradise! I am forever grateful to you for our handsome mini us! You gave me the most wonderful gift in the world! You live on through Jaden! He is a constant reminder of our love. There's no way I could ever forget about you with a son that looks and acts just like you! He keeps me on my toes and keeps me laughing, just like his Daddy! Although we cannot see you, we know you are still here with us. We feel your love, comfort and guidance helping us through each and every day. We miss you and love you so very much! Forever can't come soon enough! We love you to the moon and back, we love you to heaven and back and we love you more than all the stars. Between now and then til I see you again I'll be loving you, love me!I am forever grateful to my amazing boys! Both of them have saved my life. Brett came into my life and gave me hope! He made me truly happy and strive for things that I thought would never happen. My dreams have come true because of him! And when I lost him, I lost everything! My life was shattered, turned upside down and inside out! And then Jaden came along and saved my life! He helped me to pick up of some of the pieces. He has given me joy, happiness, smiles and laughter in a dark world of sorrow and tears. You are my sweethearts and the loves of my life! I love you both to Heaven and back and I love you more than all the stars!
I wanted to do a something special to remember Brett today, so we sent some balloons to Brett in Heaven. The tags are what I wrote on our balloons that we released at the cemetery for his funeral. Did 20 black, blue and silver balloons and then a green and blue for Jaden and a pink and purple for me! We love you Daddy Brett!
Our shirts I made for today for Brett's 1st angel anniversary! Mama Bear and Baby Bear. My (Sweetheart)(Daddy) was so Amazing God made him an angel!
It's hard to believe that this was a year ago today 3-21-2014! We were so excited to see our little man in 3D! The last thing Brett and I did together was seeing what our son looks like.
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