May 18
It's been 15 years since you left us. It still seems like yesterday. The images of that day are imbedded in my mind. You were so proud to go to West Point and we were so proud of you! You are still one of the smartest guys I will ever know. In honor of you, we are wearing West Point shirts! I hope that makes you happy to see your nephew supporting one of your biggest accomplishments! You are my hero and will be forever loved and missed. You have always protected me and guided me and continue to do so. As much I miss you, I am so grateful that you were there taking care of Jaden and there to welcome my sweetheart home with loving arms. I know that the two of you are the best of friends! Thank you for taking care of Jaden and Brett for me. Jaden stares at your picture. He will always know what a smart, lovable and selfless man his uncle was. We love you Uncle Brandon.
May 21, 2014
It was a year ago that I went to the hospital to have our precious little boy! A Gemini, just like us, just like you wanted! Only 2 short months after loosing you! He is the best gift you ever could have given me! And the best reminder that you will always be with me! He is so much like you it makes my heart happy! You and our love live on through him! He loves to look at your picture and say Da. I love and miss you every second of every day! Love never forgets! Our love goes on forever! The hours turn to months and the months to years! I miss you so much! I will always love you! I will never love anyone as much as I love you! No one will ever compare to you! I am yours always and forever! You had your faults, but you are the greatest man I will ever know! As much as it killed me to loose you, it didn't truly hit me until I was in the hospital waiting for our mini us to arrive without you by my side! That's when I realized that I could no longer convince myself you were just at work. It's like I lost you all over again. It's such a great month with celebrating the birthdays of the 2 loves of my life, and yet it's also one of the hardest months celebrating without you! It breaks my heart, but I know that you are still here with us! We love you Brett!
May 22, 2015
It's been 1 year, 12 months, 365 days, 8760 hours since you left your Daddys loving arms in Heaven and came to be with Mommy! I know that you wanted to stay with your Daddy, but you chose to come be with me, for that I love you! You have been my greatest joy! You are a constant reminder of your Daddy!
Today our baby boy is 1! That was the fastest year of my life! A year ago the second love of my life came into this world! I am eternally grateful to you! You have brought peace, comfort, love and happiness into my life! You are the only one who can make me smile through the tears! You truly are my rainbow after the tragic storm! Time is flying by and you are growing up so fast, I wish there was button to freeze time and keep you a baby forever! You are my everything and I would do anything for you! I will always be your biggest fan and greatest supporter and protector! Everything I do, is what I believe to be best for you. We have an extra special bond, that is irreplaceable and makes us the best of friends! I hope we always will be! I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be! Daddy loves you to the moon and back, Mommy loves you to Heaven and back and we love you more than all the stars! Happy birthday baby bear!
May 26, 2015
Happy 33rd Birthday to my Sweetheart! We know that you want this to be a very special and happy day, so in honor of you we are doing things that remind us of you and what you loved! I love you and miss you every second of every day! I wish you were here to celebrate your special day with us! As we know this is just a moment in time, it won't last forever and I will be celebrating birthdays with you again soon! Our love will last for eternity! You have my whole heart forever and for always! You are the most amazing man I will ever know. You could always make me smile no matter what! Jaden and I love you more than all the stars papa bear! Happy Birthday!
